28th Sep2011

Think Outside the Bars: Why Real Justice Means Fewer Prisons

by iSpit
011 ISSUE OF YES! MAGAZINE

 

A white woman with gray hair pulled neatly into a bun raises her hand. She keeps it up, unwavering and rigid, as she waits patiently for her turn to speak. Finally, the microphone is passed to the back of the room, and she leaps to her feet. With an air of desperation she blurts out, “You know white people suffer in this system, too, don’t you? It’s not just black and brown people destroyed by this drug war. My son, he’s been in the system. He’s an addict. He needs help. He needs treatment, but we don’t have money. He needs his family. But they keep givin’ him prison time. White people are hurting, too.” She is trembling and sits down.

 

There is an uncomfortable silence in the room, but I am in no hurry to respond. I let her question hang in the air. I want people to feel this discomfort, the tension created by her suffering. The audience is overwhelmingly African American, and a few of them are visibly agitated or annoyed by her question. I’ve spent the last forty minutes discussing my book, The New Jim Crow. The book argues that today, in the so-called era of colorblindness, and, yes-even in the age of Obama-racial caste is alive and well in America. The mass incarceration of poor people of color through a racially biased drug war has birthed a new caste system. It is the moral equivalent of Jim Crow.
Racial Politics, Not Crime

 

The audience has heard the facts: Our prison population quintupled in a few short decades for reasons that have stunningly little to do with crime or crime rates. Incarceration rates-especially black incarceration rates-have soared regardless of whether crime was going up or down in any given community or the nation as a whole. Mass incarceration has been driven primarily by politics-racial politics-not crime. As part of a backlash against the Civil Rights Movement, our nation declared a “War on Drugs” that has turned back the clock on racial progress in the United States.

 

Although people of color are no more likely to use or sell illegal drugs than whites, African Americans have been targeted at grossly disproportionate rates. When the War on Drugs escalated in the mid-1980s, prison admissions for African Americans skyrocketed, nearly quadrupling in three years, then increasing steadily to a level in 2000 more than 26 times the level in 1983. In some states, 80 to 90 percent of all drug offenders sent to prison have been African American.
Just the Facts:

 

It’s a Locking-People-Up Problem

 

The American problem with mass incarceration has less to do with crime than you think.
As a nation, we’ve been encouraged to imagine that this war has been focused on rooting out violent offenders or drug kingpins, but that is far from the truth. Federal funding has flowed to those state and local law enforcement agencies that boost dramatically the sheer number of drug arrests. It’s a numbers game. That’s why the overwhelming majority of people arrested in the drug war are the “low-hanging fruit”-poor people of color who are stopped, frisked, and tossed to the sidewalk by law enforcement, forced to lie spread-eagled on the pavement, simply because they “looked like” criminals while standing on the corner talking to friends or walking home from school or the subway.

 

The U.S. Supreme Court has given the police license to sweep poor communities of color, stopping, interrogating, searching anyone or everyone-without any evidence of criminal activity-so long as they get “consent.” What’s consent? When a police officer, with his hand on his gun, approaches a 16-year-old on the street and bellows, “Son, will you turn around so I can frisk you?” and the kid says, “Yeah,” and complies, that’s consent. Usually the exchanges are less polite.

 

And once the police get consent, the Fourth Amendment ban against unreasonable searches and seizures no longer applies. According to the Supreme Court, these “consensual” encounters are of no constitutional significance, even though they may wind up sending a 19-year-old kid to prison for the rest of his life: Life sentences for first-time drug offenses were upheld by the Supreme Court in Harmelin v. Michigan. The race of the defendant in that case was key to the sentence in the first place. It is nearly impossible to imagine a judge sentencing a white college kid to life in prison for getting caught with a bag of weed or cocaine. That’s how this system works: Poor people of color are swept into the criminal justice system by the millions for drug crimes that go largely ignored when committed by middle- or upper-class whites. And release from prison or jail marks just the beginning of punishment, not the end.

 

Once branded a criminal, people enter a parallel social universe in which they are stripped of the rights supposedly won in the Civil Rights Movement. The old forms of discrimination-employment and housing discrimination, denial of basic public benefits and the right to vote, and exclusion from jury service-are perfectly legal again. In some major American cities, more than half of working-age African American men are saddled with criminal records and thus subject to legalized discrimination for the rest of their lives. These men are part of a growing undercaste-not class, caste-a group of people, defined largely by race, who are relegated to a permanent, second-class status by law.

 

Uniting Poor People

 

The white woman is waiting for me to speak.

 

I know a great deal rides on my response. It is not an overstatement to say that the success or failure of the emerging movement to end mass incarceration may turn on the ability of advocates like myself to respond to people like her in a manner that validates and honors her experience, while not brushing aside-even slightly-the thoroughly racial nature of the prevailing caste system. Is it possible to join poor whites like her with poor people of color in a movement to challenge a political and economic system that harms them all, though differently?

 

1 in 87 working-aged white men is in prison or jail compared with 1 in 36 Hispanic men, and 1 in 12 African-American men.

 

There was a brief moment when it seemed clear that the answer was yes. As the Civil Rights Movement was gaining full steam, Martin Luther King Jr. and other civil rights leaders made clear that that they viewed the eradication of economic inequality as the next front in movement building-a Poor People’s Movement was required. Genuine equality for black people, King reasoned, demanded a radical restructuring of society, one that would address the needs of black and white poor throughout the country.

 

In 1968, having won landmark civil rights legislation, King strenuously urged racial justice advocates to shift from a civil rights to a human rights paradigm. A human rights approach, he believed, would offer far greater hope than the civil rights model had provided for those determined to create a thriving, multiracial democracy free from racial hierarchy. It would offer a positive vision of what we can strive for-a society in which people of all races are treated with dignity and have the right to food, shelter, health care, education, and security. “We must see the great distinction between a reform movement and a revolutionary movement,” he said. “We are called upon to raise certain basic questions about the whole society.” The Poor People’s Movement seemed poised to unite poor people of all colors in a bold challenge to the prevailing economic and political system.

 

White Backlash

 

But a backlash was also brewing. Anxiety and resentment among poor and working class whites was on the rise. The truth is that poor and working class whites had their world rocked by the Civil Rights Movement. Wealthy whites could send their children to private schools and give them all of the advantages that wealth has to offer, yet they were a tiny minority that stood apart from the rest of whites and virtually all blacks. Poor and working class whites-the regular folk-were faced with a social demotion. Their kids were potentially subject to desegregation and busing orders; their kids were suddenly forced to compete on equal terms for increasingly scarce jobs. Poor whites were better off than African Americans for the most part, but they were not well off-they, too, were struggling for survival.

 

Felon disenfranchisement laws bar 13 percent of African-American men from voting. Polls show 8 in 10 Americans support voting rights for people who have completed their sentences.

 

What lower-class whites did have, in the words of W.E.B. DuBois, was “the public and psychological wage” paid to white workers, whose status and privileges as whites compensated for low pay and harsh working conditions. In retrospect, it seems clear that, from a racial justice perspective, nothing could have been more important in the 1970s and 80s than finding a way to create a durable, interracial, bottom-up coalition for social and economic justice. But in the years following King’s death, civil rights leaders turned away from the Poor People’s Movement and began resisting calls for class-based affirmative action on the grounds that whites had been enjoying racial preferences for hundreds of years.

 

Resentment, frustration, and anger expressed by poor and working class whites-as they worried aloud that blacks were leapfrogging over them on their way to Harvard and Yale-were chalked up to racism, leading to little open or honest dialogue about race and an enormous political opportunity for conservative strategists. “Get tough” rhetoric provided a facially race neutral outlet for racial frustrations and hostilities. H.R. ¬Haldeman, President Richard Nixon’s former chief of staff, summed up what came to be known as the “Southern Strategy” this way: “The whole problem is really the blacks. The key is designing a system that recognizes this while not appearing to.”

 

The War on Drugs

 

And so the “War on Drugs” was born. Richard Nixon was the first to use the term, but Ronald Reagan turned the rhetorical war into a literal one. When he declared his drug war in 1982, drug crime was actually on the decline. It was a couple years before-not after-crack ripped through inner-city communities and became a media sensation. From the outset, the drug war had little to do with drug crime and much to do with racial politics. As numerous historians and political scientists have now shown, Reagan declared his drug war in an attempt to make good on campaign promises to “get tough” on a group of people identified not-so-subtly in the media and political discourse as black and brown. Once crack hit the streets, the Reagan administration seized on the development, actually hiring staff whose job it was to publicize inner-city crack babies, crack dealers, and the so-called crack whores. Once the enemy in the war was racially defined, a wave of punitiveness washed over the United States. Democrats began competing with Republicans to prove they could be even tougher on “them.” Some black legislators joined the calls for “get tough” measures, often in desperation, as they sought to deal with rising crime and joblessness in ghetto communities. They found themselves complicit-¬wittingly or unwittingly-in the emergence of a new caste system. And many civil rights advocates found themselves exacerbating racial divisions, fighting for affirmative action even as they abandoned the Poor People’s Movement that sought to restructure our nation‘s economic and political system for the benefit of people of all colors. They had accepted a racial bribe: the promise of largely superficial changes benefiting a relative few in exchange for abandoning the radical movement born in the 1960s that sought liberty and equality for all of us.

 

Poor whites had accepted a similar racial bribe when they embraced Jim Crow laws-laws which were proposed following the Civil War as part of a strategic effort by white elites to destroy the Populist movement, the nation‘s first interracial, political coalition for economic and social justice in the South. Time and time again, the divide-and-¬conquer strategy has worked to eliminate the possibility that poor people of all colors might see themselves as sharing common interests, having a linked fate.

 

It’s time for me to break the silence.

 

28th Sep2011

New Broward Chief: Chicago Administrator Robert Runcie

by iSpit

A Harvard-educated businessman turned educator who struggled with his own academic challenges as a child is Broward’s new schools chief.

 

The Broward School Board on Wednesday selected Robert Runcie, a computer consultant and chief of staff to the Chicago Board of Education, as the district’s superintendent.

 

Runcie, 50, who was recruited to help clean up Chicago schools after an episode of mismanagement, now will now head a district that has also weathered a storm of criticism for what a state grand jury report called ‘”inept” leadership. His hiring is seen as the opportunity for a fresh start for a district dogged by criticism and the corruption charges filed against two former board members.

 

Touting his experience in running operations in the nation’s third-largest school district (Broward is the sixth-largest), Runcie was chosen over Bernard Taylor Jr., superintendent in Grand Rapids, Mich.

 

“I will give you everything I have,” Runcie said, after receiving a standing ovation from the board and community leaders after the vote. “I will work 24/7, 365 days a year on behalf of the kids.

 

Together as a board and district we’re going to be the finest educational body in the country. You have my promise on that.”

 

Runcie has strong ties to Arne Duncan, the current U.S. Secretary of Education, who gave Runcie his start in the education sector.

 

Duncan, former Chicago schools chief tapped Runcie in 2003 to join his management team as chief information officer. Runcie was charged with bringing order to a technology department marred with delays in installing school computers funded through a federal grant. Duncan was listed as one of Runcie’s references in his application packet to the board.

 

Some are hopeful that Runcie’s connection to the Obama administration through Duncan will draw some benefits to the district and raise Broward’s profile in the national discourse on school reform.

 

Throughout his interviews, Runcie said he wants Broward to serve as a national model for what’s done right. “We all need to do this together,” he said. “There’s not really one Superman in America, but there are super communities.”

 

Despite being the front-runner in the board’s previous two rounds of semi-finalist selections, Runcie was not the board’s unanimous choice on Wednesday.

 

Board members Maureen Dinnen and Nora Rupert voted for Taylor, citing his lifelong career as an educator. Taylor worked as a principal in Pittsburgh before eventually becoming superintendent in Kansas City and Grand Rapids.

 

Dinnen and Rupert are former teachers and had misgivings about Runcie’s lack of experience as a teacher or principal.

 

“If you don’t know what it’s like to be in that classroom and really engage with those student, I definitely think that’s a problem,” Dinnen said.

 

But in interviews with the board and the community, Runcie tried to ease concerns about his limited classrooms experience, noting that as a onetime chief academic officer in Chicago, he played a hands-on role in the operations of 23 schools.

 

“I felt he came across as very genuine,” said longtime parent activist Jeanne Jusevic. “I’m optimistic. My hope is Mr. Runcie is going to be everything he says he will be.”

 

Ultimately, it was the board’s desire for a “hybrid” candidate with business acumen and education experience that made Runcie stand out. He graduated from Harvard with a degree in finance, and has a master’s in management from Northwestern University.

 

“If we can get the business side of our district in order, we can put those resources back in the classroom,” board member Donna Korn said.

 

Runcie will walk into the job with a staggering financial challenge: a $171 million budget shortfall and 1,100 fewer teachers than last year.

 

Board member Robin Bartleman said she was looking for a superintendent who would be “data-driven” and that Runcie fit the bill.

 

“You can see the thought process,” Bartleman said describing Runcie’s measured style of speaking. “He’s very deliberate.”

 

Runcie told the board he was an advocate of the public school concept because of his own academic challenges. Raised by Jamaican parents who had only a third-grade education, he had to repeat the first grade, and credited the “push” from teachers and his parents that drove him to excel academically.

 

“I believe that my life story is something that can serve as a role model for the students and families in this district,” Runcie said. “What it says to them is, ‘No matter where you come from, no matter where you live, no matter your socioeconomic status, no matter what race you are, no matter your orientation, you can be successful.”
Throughout two days of interviews in Broward, Runcie was joined by his wife, Diana. The couple has three children – two in college, and one still in high school. Runcie said the family will have to discuss whether his daughter will finish school in Chicago with her classmates or move to Florida.

 

The search for the district’s new chief was prompted by the June 30 resignation of former Superintendent Jim Notter, who stepped down after a difficult two years.

 

Notter had an acrimonious relationship with the Broward Teacher’s Union, but union President Pat Santeramo said while he had hoped the search process would have yielded more candidates, he hopes to establish a good relationship with Runcie.

 

“It’s about having collaboration, it’s not about having an adversarial role,” Santeramo said.

 

Runcie said one of his first moves toward restoring public confidence in the district would be to organize a “listening tour” in his first days to get a feel for community concerns. He also plans to evaluate the district’s “top 100” administrators to form his management team.

 

It may be a few weeks before he gets the chance to make the rounds in the community. The district must first negotiate a salary for the position that’s been advertised at around $275,000. A proposed contract will likely come before the board at its Oct. 4 meeting.

 

Even without a set start date, Runcie said he is eager to make Broward his new home.
“I’ve kind of fallen in love with Broward,” Runcie told the board. “Working together, the sky’s the limit in terms of what we can do.”
28th Sep2011

FEMA Returns: Area Residents Angry Over Food Stamp Confusion

by iSpit

Cant blame Bush for this one…

Last week, the Federal Emergency Management Agency, or FEMA, set up disaster recovery centers in the area for those in need after recent storms.

Those centers were overwhelmed this weekend, prompting FEMA to break claims into two categories, food vouchers or property damage.

 

Food vouchers would be handled by District Welfare Offices and property claims by the disaster recovery centers.

 

It didn’t seem to help, welfare offices were inundated. It was so bad in Darby Borough that police were forced to shut things down.

 

“Who should be blamed for this? In my mind, it’s the bosses of the Department of Public Welfare in Harrisburg,” said Chief Robert Smythe of the Darby Borough Police Department.

 

Hundreds of people lined up outside the welfare offices, believing they would get disaster food stamps on the spot, but instead they left empty handed and were told to fill out an application.

 

“I just feel that they’re not coming out here and addressing everybody properly. Everybody’s confused. I’ve been standing out at the front of the line for a while,” said Jennifer Sherwood.

 

Many, like Laketa Wannamaker were turned away.

 

She already gets state welfare benefits so today she received a form stating FEMA cut off benefits to people like her yesterday.

 

“I was here yesterday but they closed the office. So if you knew this was the last day, how could you close the offices,” said Wannamaker.

 

Others felts similar sentiments.

 

“They told me I’m out of luck, that I should call my caseworker but I can never get in touch with my caseworker. I call and call and call,” said Dawn Thomas.

 

Neither FEMA nor the Pennsylvania Department of Welfare had an answer for the problems.

 

In fact, a FEMA spokesperson had no idea the deadline for some benefits ended yesterday.

 

“To my chagrin, I have not been able to get that word straightened out,” said Michael Wade of FEMA.

 

Disaster relief centers in the area are open until 7:00 p.m.

 

For those in need of food stamps, the full list of requirements and the locations of district offices in the state are available through the Pennsylvania Department of Public Welfare.

 

27th Sep2011

Planet Rock: The Story of Hip-Hop & The Crack Generation (Full Video)

by iSpit

 

27th Sep2011

All City Chess Club – Dreaming Awake (Mixtape)

by iSpit

The guys at the The LupE.N.D. blog put together a compilation of various artist such as ACCC’s own Dosage, Azad Right, Nikki Jean, NeoPopSicle & more. If you are desiring a genre-blending mixtape this is the one for you.

Dosage – Go Now (Feat Beano)

All City Chess Club – Dreaming Awake (Mixtape)

27th Sep2011

J. Cole – Daddys Little Girl (Video)

by iSpit

27th Sep2011

West Philly Community Clean-Up October 1st, 2011

by iSpit

 

West Philly community clean up day is October first… I’ll let Sister Betty tell it… 

Hey Family & Friends!
Me again! I need a favor!
I volunteer with Philadelphia Community Corps/United Philly as their Neighborhood Clean Up Coordinator. My job is to scout locations and take requests from our community for clean ups and to organize the clean up from beginning to end.

My first clean up is scheduled for Saturday, October 1, 2011 at S 53rd & Delancey Street (Between Pine & Spruce). The time is from 10 am to 4pm, and the block is a small, with older reesidents (senior citizens) and they want help cleaning their block. We’ll be providing the supplies, etc.

All we need you to do is volunteer your time, even if it’s just an hour. The more people the better and it always feels good to give back!

If you are busy that day and can’t help, can you please forward this email someone who think may be interested? Or if you could just post/share the attached flyer that would be great.

Any help is appreciated!

Thank you,
-
Niesha
nieshakennedy@gmail.com

27th Sep2011

SAT Reading Scores Fall to Lowest Level on Record

by iSpit
Scores on the critical reading portion of the SAT college entrance exam fell three points to their lowest level on record last year, and combined reading and math scores reached their lowest point since 1995.

 

The College Board, which released the scores Wednesday, said the results reflect the record number of students from the high school class of 2011 who took the exam and the growing diversity of the test-taking pool — particularly Hispanics. As more students aim for college and take the exam, it tends to drag down average scores.

 

Still, while the three-point decline to 497 may look small in the context of an 800-point test, it was only the second time in the last two decades reading scores have fallen as much in a single year. And reading scores are now notably lower than scores as recently as 2005, when the average was 508.

 

Average math scores for the class of 2011 fell one point to 514 and scores on the critical reading section fell two points to 489.

 

Other recent tests of reading skills, such as the National Assessment of Education Progress, have shown reading skills of high-school students holding fairly steady. And the pool of students who take the SAT is tilted toward college-goers and not necessarily representative of all high school students.

 

But the relatively poor performance on the SATs could raise questions whether reading and writing instruction need even more emphasis to accommodate the country’s changing demographics.
Roughly 27 percent of the 1.65 million test-takers last year had a first language other than English, up from 19 percent just a decade ago.

 

Jim Montoya, vice president of relationship development at the College Board, said the expanding Latino population was a factor, as well as greater outreach to get minority students to take the test. But there are others, too.

 

“It’s a lot of little things,” he said.

 

For example, he said, the number of black students taking a solid core curriculum — a strong predictor of success on the test — has fallen from 69 percent to 66 percent over a decade.

 

The College Board, a membership organization that owns the exam and promotes college access, also released its firstCollege and Career Benchmark” report, which it said would eventually be used to help show states and school districts how well prepared their students are. Based on research at 100 colleges, it calculated that scoring 1550 or above on the three sections of the test indicated a 65-percent likelihood of attaining a B-minus or above average in the freshman year of college.

 

Overall, 43 percent of test-takers reached that benchmark.

 

The SAT and rival ACT exam are taken by roughly the same number of students each year. Most colleges require scores from at least one of the exams but will consider either. In recent years, some colleges have adopted test-optional policies allowing applicants to decline to submit test scores at all.

 

GroupCritical Reading Score1-Year Change, ReadingMath Score1-Year Change, MathWriting Score1-Year Change, WritingTotal 1-Year ChangeTotal 2-Year ChangeTotal 3-Year Change
American Indian484-1488-4465-2-7-11-12
Asian American517-2595+4528+2+4+17+30
Black428-1427-1417-3-5-4-8
Mexican American451-3466-1445-3-7+0-2
Puerto Rican452-2452+0442-1-3+1-8
Other Latino451-3462+0444-3-6-7-7
White528+0535-1516+0-1-2-4

 

 

26th Sep2011

Young Guns II (Full Movie)

by iSpit

and now for the double up… ^

Billy “The Kid” and his gang is wanted by the law, and when “Doc” Scurlock and Chavez are captured, Billy has to save them. They escape and set south for Mexico. “Let’s hire a thief to catch one”, John S. Chisum said, so he paid Pat Garrett, one of Billy’s former partners, $1000 for the killing of William H. Bonney aka Billy “The Kid”.

Director:

Geoff Murphy

Writers:

John Fusco (characters), John Fusco

26th Sep2011

Damo – Salute Me x Me Me Me Me x Tonight Feat Bruno Mars

by iSpit

Damo – Salute Me

Damo – Me Me Me Me

Damo – Tonight Feat Bruno Mars

26th Sep2011

Antwan Davis – A Chick Named Karma feat Boogieman Dela

by iSpit

Philadelphia Native Antwan Davis is at it again with fellow ESTablishmynt member Boogieman Dela on his new track entitled “A Chick Named Karma”. “A Chick named karma” is a look into Antwan’s deepest thoughts and fears as he attempts to escape the Karma that awaits him. A Chick Named Karma is produced by Marcus Banks and is featured on the “Rise Of The Indie Kings” mixtape.

Antwan Davis – A Chick Named Karma feat Boogieman Dela

26th Sep2011

Short Story – Trouble Marker: The Ignition By: Eric Blair

by Mr. Blair

I was thinking to myself; wow, this is his mother, Emma Bigglesworth? She’s a beautiful Black woman, curvy, mocha toned brown skin, looks soft, smooth, dark brown eyes, accompanied by long eye lashes, long sandy brown hair, high cheek bones, full lips, and she’s like an angel. She looks as if she’s about forty-five, very young to have a son so old.  How am I going to get through this interview without staring at her breast…Dammit!

 

Emma says, “Mr. Briar? ‘Ello?”

Eli says, “Apologies, Ms. Bigglesworth.”

Emma says, “Call me Emma, please. What would you like ta know ‘bout Trevor?”

Eli says, “The beginning.”

 

I reach into my bag and take out my tape recorder and place it on the table between us. I can’t believe this is his mother, how can something so lovely birth something like Trevor Eames Bigglesworth? I hit the record button on the tape recorder and then says, “Emma Bigglesworth interview, take one. Go.”

 

The last moment with him was Cory telling ‘im, “I’m going ta the store for cigarettes, go play, child.” He walks away from ‘im and then yells up the block at ‘im, “Just remember, wraith will make you dig two graves!” That was the last time Trevor saw his father. I totally understand why he left; I didn’t condone it but the wanker wasn’t built for a family. His mind was still stuck in ‘Nam. Don’t get me wrong, he was a beautiful man. He was funny, smart, charming, silly, caring, loving, and he loved Trevor like no other. I loved Cory for that but Cory wasn’t a people person. Imaging being at war for over a decade it can really mess wit’ your mind. Hm, look at me reminiscing ‘bout my ex-husband. Trevor changed the day after, after he realized his father wasn’t coming back. We lived in a two bedroom apartment in Bristol, the year was nineteen ninety-two. I woke up ta my little man crying at the bottom of my bed. I jumped up and gave ‘im a bug hug, I knew exactly what was wrong. He looked up at me with his big, puffy red eyes as tear falls down his face like waterfalls, he says, “He not comin’ back, mum, is he?” My eyes begun ta water but I was strong ‘nough not ta cry in front of ‘im. I said ta ‘im as my voice begun ta crack, “Na, daddy isn’t cumming back, Emey but I am here for you and I will try my best ta make you happy, baby.” He looked up at me wit’ a look of disappointment and lightly uttered, “Okay mum.” He buried his face inta my chest and cried for an hour. It pained me ta hear my baby cry in pain. He loved his father like he was God. I hated Cory for year for hurting our son like that. Cory thought leaving millions of dollar behind that would make up for his absence.

 

“Wait!” says, Eli…“Millions?” says, Eli.

Emma says, “Yes, millions. He was a simple man, he just wanted the basics in his life; food, shelter, you know, things like that.”

Eli says, “But, Emma, where did he get the money from?

 

Emma says, “All I know is he go on secret missions for the States for like a month or two and comes back with a few million. He never talked ‘bout his trips, he just came ‘ome. He just slept for days after he’s well rested he’ll play with Trevor for days.”

 

Eli says, “What were they “trips” about?”

Emma says, “Actually, Eli, I am not comfortable talking ‘bout his trips. Let’s stay on Trevor.”

Eli says, “Fair enough, continue.”

Trevor wasn’t always strong and good looking; kids bullied him daily. I was always up at his school in conferences. Kids didn’t like ‘im ‘cause his father was American. Anytime people talked ‘bout his father he would snap but Trevor was this skinny, big ‘ead kid. He tried his busy ta fight back but his father didn’t teach ‘im ta fight before left. Cory didn’t want his son growing up like ‘im, a fighter. Trevor use ta cum ‘ome wit’ black eyes, busted lips, broken nose, you name it they broke it. I never understand why he was lashing out so badly ‘cause he was a gifted student. At the age of ten he was already in the seventh grade. Can you believe that?! My baby is a genius! Trevor finally calmed down at the age of fourteen; he was a senior in high school. Years of hoping Cory comes back I grew horny. Excuse my language therefore I met an attractive mate named Wilson. Wilson was a tall, ‘andsome, White man, beautiful smile, kind eyes, and he was a police officer. I figured he would be a good role model for Trevor. We dated for a year and half before he moved in wit’ us. Trevor really didn’t care for ‘im. He felt as if I was betraying his father, I wasn’t. I still love Cory dearly but I was lonely, I still am very lonely. I just wanted to feel the touch of a strong man again. Trevor was on summer break from Oxford University. Did I say my baby is a genius? Wilson become really over pretective of me. I was going out wit’ my friend and stopped me frum going out. He claimed I was “fucking the nigger down stairs.” I slapped him a crossed his face. He then bea me ta a bloody pulp. When Trevor came ‘ome with Asia and Thomas he found me under the kitchen table crying for his father. No matter ‘ow many argument Cory and I got in he always kissed me on the cheek and told me he love me. Cory would ‘ave killed Wilson for ‘urting me. An enrage Trevor rushed down ta Wilson’s police pub while Asia, Trevor’s girlfriend stay wit’ me and cleaned me up. Thomas told me Trevor rushed inta the pub and bashed a bottle over Wilson head. Wilson beat Trevor and Thomas pretty bad. He broken two of Trevor’s ribs, he gave my little solider a good hiding. I called the police, since they were his chums they refused ta help me. Wilson returned ‘ome enraged. Asia tried ta protect me but he broke her nose. He called Trevor all types of names as he beat me with his belt as if I was a child. With each stinging whip of his belt all I could think ‘bout was Cory. I needed ‘im ‘ere ta save me, love me, and nurse me back to ‘ealth. He ‘it me so hard his beat snapped in ‘alf. Asia ‘it ‘im wit’ a chair, he kicked her in the stomach. What a spotty Herbert ta kick a sixteen year old girl in the stomach. He kicked her once more while she was down, Asia release a loud scream of agony. I am in the kitchen trying ta stand but I was so scared and ‘urting that my leg kept giving out frum under me. He stands over me with an evil, enraged look on his face, his eyes were fire, and his fist was so tight that his palm was bleeding. He punched me so ‘ard in the fore’ead that he broken his knuckles. At this point, I’ve blacked out ta wake up a few moments late wit’ ‘im standing over me stomping me. Asia is screaming in the living room in pain. I was helpless; I didn’t understand why this man I love is trying ta kill me. As he rises his right foot ta stomp my face I hear Trevor’s voice in the background, he says, “Oi! Wilson!” Wilson turns ‘round wit’ rage in his eye preparing ta charge Trevor. I peeked over at Trevor standing at the down wit’ Thomas stand behind ‘im. Wilson begins ta charge Trevor, Trevor smirks with a blood cumming out of his nose and mouth. He says, “Catch.” He pulls out a gun and shoots Wilson in the fore’ead.

Blood splatters on the walls and Trevor’s face. Wilson falls dead ta Trevor’s feed, twitching. Trevor shoots ‘im three more times in the back of the skull. At this point, I am in total awe wit’ Trevor but happy Wilson is dead. At that point I looked inta Trevor’s eyes and notice something different. All his fear, insecurities, pains, and rage are all gone. He is used it to make ‘im stronger and fearless; just like his father. Let carried me and Asia ta my bed and he kissed my fore’ead and uttered, “I luv you, mum. Ah’ll be back, Ah’ll take care o’ the body. Don’t fret, Ah’ll ‘andle it.” He walked out of the room and closed the door behind ‘im. I turned over ta Asia and held her tightly as she cried herself ta sleep. I quietly sobbed in rejoice that that bastard is in ‘ell were he belongs. Sum how Trevor covered it all up and I never asked him ‘bout Wilson never again.

 

Emma pauses as she stares off into space. I slow reaches for the tape recorder and pushes stop. I can’t believe the story I just heard. I looked up at Emma with a hint of nervousness and uttered, “Thank you, Emma. That was…That was good. Thank you for your courage.” Emma looked up at me with a blank look on her face giving me a light smirk. I wasn’t sure if that smirk was real or fake, I am not going to question it. She says to me, “Would you like ta stay for sum tea, Eli?” I give her a huge smile and said, “I would love to, Emma.” She gets up from the dinning room table and walks towards the kitchen. She turns around and asks, “Milk or honey?” I say, “Honey, please.”

This was how I met the angel who made a devil…

 

 

 

26th Sep2011

Fall Into Winter With These Trends – By: VenusVersusMars

by VenusVersusMars

fall 2011The city that I reside in rarely sees the fall season, we normally go directly into winter. Lucky for us most of this years fall trends fit directly in with this winters. The first trend up is COLOR. We are use to seeing drab/dark colors during the fall and winter months but this year designers are adding pops of color. Don’t be afraid to pair your neutrals with electric blues and your black/navy with crimson or shades of orange. Second trend up is TEXTURES, overload your closet with wool, leather, silk, and even faux fur pieces. Be daring and pair them together for a layered look, the more you add the more dramatic your look becomes. The third trend up is 40S ELEGANCE. This fall and winter fashion repeats itself, you will notice the change in length of skirts. These skirts are called midi or maxi because they fall at the knee or mid calf. Ladies embrace this length because after all its the person wearing the garment that grabs that guys attention. The fourth trend is SHEER. Sheer blouses offer that hint of sexiness, whether its a print or solid. Now this is one trend I don’t recommend during the colder months because sheer, hence the name doesn’t have much coverage. Lastly, my favorite trend for this coming season is the CHUNKY SWEATER. We all need a few chunky sweaters in our closets this year. Sweaters are that perfect article of clothing that can be dressed up or down. Dress a sweater up by adding a bulky/heavy necklace and a pair of heels that pop in color. Dress a sweater down with a pair of leggings and some riding boots. With the change of the season make a little change to your look. Add a pop of color, throw in some texture, or even take a step into the 40s. Hey all I ask is that you just live through fashion a little.

26th Sep2011

The .xxx Domains Are Here, And The Porn Industry Isn’t Happy About It

by iSpit

Today, a new top-level domain name, .xxx, comes online. That means you’ll have websites ending with .xxx instead of just .com, .net or .org. Obviously this was intended for online porn which, like it or not, is a big part of the internet.

Perhaps paradoxically, the porn industry isn’t too happy about it, Washington Times reports. Basically, online porn companies don’t want to pay for new .xxx domain names to protect brands that they built with .com names, and the fee is $60 per domain or more, which is pretty high.

A porn mogul wrote to xbiz.net, a trade publication: “Why would I want to put $60 in ICM‘s pocket? To protect my brand? That’s extortion.” Another one wrote: “If I’d buy every .xxx domain for every .com I have, that would be $12,000 per year. For nothing.”

Meanwhile ICM says people should buy .xxx because it will be “a Good Housekeeping Seal of approval for adult sites.”

ICM also sells “opt-out” registrations for businesses that don’t want someone to snap up their .xxx domain name for their brand — think disney.xxx or mcdonalds.xxx — for $200 to $300.

Let the games begin.

25th Sep2011

Metermaids – Rooftop Shake (Album Stream)

by iSpit

ROOFTOP SHAKE by Metermaids by Strange Famous Records

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